Bitch is back or back is bitch

Long time no see. So I thought I need something  to relay on. And VUOLIA I am here. Again. I am little bit confused, don't know why. Sometimes I think life is such a bitch. And I am always thinking where we are all going? Sometimes when my mood changes I am so happy and so on and sometimes I don't want to do nothing and now I am just confused between these two states. But what can I say ... I miss my friend L, I love my home, but I want to change my room color and furniture (yes... still) and I love the future that is coming for me. I am thankful for all the good things which happened in my life. For all the good books, for all my thoughts about the meaning of  life, about my friends smiles and about the sun and God. I wish my all friends are happy and all my dreams are willing to come true.
And just in case.... I love u life.
M.

S for something about myself

I like to feel free
LLL
I'm learning French
I will be editor of some fashion magazine
Yes, sometimes I'm jeoalous
Love everything.want everything
Black things in the interior is something must have
Naked back is very sexy
Sometimes I wish my eyes be like that
I love when guys tell the true
Fashion magazines is something perdect
I'm always searching strange colours of nail polish
I love the way when the dusts plays in the sun rays
I hate mornings when you need to wake up early
I like to varnish my nails
Sometimes I'm realist and I love art, much
I cry when somebody puts my on fake lashes
I'm afraid of babies! they're so tinny
My favourite time is summer
I like when you feel so airy in the water
I'm dreaming about sexy morning in Paris
I feel better when I spend money on clothes
Sometimes I think what if I used this note when I really need it?
I ignore people when I tired to say: shut up, I'm not in the mood to hear your damn mouth
I love to travel, everywhere, mostly summer, warm..
I'm planning to buy a ticket to London
Sometimes I like to wear black, only black
when I was little I was addict to doing bad things, I was very mischeivous
And I'm really afraid of the lightning
Sometimes I'm really tired of you all
The first time when I smoked was in 4th class
I like to walk in my house looking like that, just be my self and do something spontaneous
Sometimes I like to secretly watch through my window.. Do you know that they say about people who watches throught windows? They're lonely. I'm not lonely, I just want to make sure that my neigbours are alive.
I love big rings, love unusual rings, love many rings!
Yes, I really want to try these ones, I think they look fancy and I like them!
I'm dreaming about living in Paris, the city of love
I'm a shoe fanatic. I love to buy it, have it, hold it